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48 test healings

It is essentially important that methods of healing magic are tested and the experiences communicated in order to make our interpretations of these phenomenon more transparent. Today science and spiritualists alike are hiding from necessary communication, as I have argued in a Danish newspaper). Therefore I decided to share the experiences of using one of the rituals drafted on this website, with regard to the experiences of those receiving the healings.*

The healing method described described in this website where the aura and body is vibrated and healed by the use of qabalistic holy names has been tested in 48 healings with 22 individuals. Each individual was requested to observe the healing process as it proceeded and to evaluate its results in up to three healings. The test pilots only payed for the healings with their feedback. They were not to suffer from any mental illnesses as these were likely to distort the observation. *

Each test pilot has read the description of the formula for healing magic and has provided the following six pieces of information: 1) Name; 2) Location; 3) Time Zone (find it here); 4) Desired result of the healing); 5) Suggested date and time for the healing session; 6) Do you prefer to include a phone call (before or after remote healings)?*

During the time period agreed upon the test pilot was to remain calm and observe what happens in the body and energy system, sit or lie down. After the healing the test pilot noticed if anything feels different than before, sent an email describing the experience. I replied with an email telling how the healing was experienced from the healer's point of view. If anything happened for the next few days, it was also to be described. Test pilots located in Copenhagen were subject to healings with the healer being physically present. All other test pilots received remote healings.*

The entire collected material from the healings is available further below on this page. First, a summary of the findings, then an overview table of all 48 healings, and finally the extended material including the healer's observations in each healing.*

 

Summary of findings - experience of test pilots and the effects of the healings

The test can be summarized in three observations: In almost every healing the test pilot experienced the influence of energy during the healing; in 2/3 of the healings there was some kind of energetic, mental or physical effect, and in 1/3 of the healings the effect was related to the goal formulated before the healing.

The most striking observation from the test regards the experience of energy. Even though the healing method does not include any physical touching or manipulating the body, most of the test pilots could feel the body or energy field responding during the healing: "Something was happening". In only one healing there was no sensation at all of anything happening during the healing.

Of 48 healings, the test pilot experienced "energy", currents or waves moving in the body in 28 healings. In 20 healings the test pilot experienced the body's temperature changing (14 felt heat, 6 felt cold). In 12 healings the test pilot saw symbols or images. In 11 healings physical pressure on the body was experienced (especially on the head) even though no test pilot was touched by the healer. In nine healings the test pilot felt physical pain. These are the most common experiences of energy.

The following experiences were also registered but as less common. In 4 of the healings resting emotions came up, in 4 the body was being moved or was moving by itself, in three the heartrate was influenced, in three thoughts or consciousness was changing, in two electricity was felt, in other two the test pilot heard sounds, and finally in two healings there was a physical reaction during the healing. Test pilots who has never received healing before was surprised by the fact that there was an immediate reaction to observe during the healing.

The direct energy sensation has been experienced in both remote healings and in healings with the healer present. It seems that the energy experience is generally stronger with the healer being present. The reason may be that this helps both parties to concentrate of the healing,

When it comes to the effects of the healing, the picture is becoming more blurred. Less test pilots have experienced immediate effects than have felt energy touching them. In 15 healings, the test pilot did not experience any effects from the healing at all, but in most healings there has been some immediate effect. Effects have been experienced in healings with the healer being present as well as in remote healings.

In eleven healings the test pilot feels more relaxed or open or energized than before the healing. In these healings the result was an immediate increase in well-being. A number of test pilot report that they feel their body as being more coherent with a dynamic flow between all corners of the system. This corresponds nicely with the healing method seeking to open a virtual "tree of life" within the body.

Ten healings have led to improvements of consciousness, which means that the test pilot has received or realized a new way of approaching a problem in life. Some feel that they can encounter important people in their life in new and better ways. Some have discovered the importance of utilizing abilities that had were held back but was activated by the healing. During and after test healings, one test pilot was able to observe the emotions of fear that had previously disturbed her life, without being drowned in this emotion. Two healings led the test pilot to embark on a more spiritual way of life.

Of all 48 test healings nine have led to direct physical effects. A number of test pilots surprisingly reported that their quality of sleep has increased even though this was not a goal for any of them. One test pilot has experienced a decrease in fibroid tumors in three healings, one has felt legs being physically better connected with the body over a number of healings, and one test pilot has had an inflammation reduced in the throat.

Only in some cases were the experienced effects related to the goals that had been formulated by the test pilot. In eight healings the effects were clearly related to the goal of each particular healing, in other eight healings there was some relation between goal and effect. Improved sleep was experienced by a number of test pilots even though it had not been their goal. Some goals were very general in their nature (e.g. "general healing") and were therefore diffucult to evaluate.

 

Summary of 48 healings - focusing on goals, experience and effects

Pilot/ Healing/ Remote? Goal Energy sensation Effect Effect/ Goal
1/1/R Revoke family's bad luck, heal sister Sudden wave, hand on head, saw sister Relaxed and quiet after the healing Not related
1/2/R Same "something" in left side of body, felt inner obstacles, "waves", pictures, a bit of headache Felt like after sleeping. Starts to meditate "and believes in it" Aware of desire to heal other Some impact
1/3/R Find my true calling Half slept with images drifting by Nothing immediate Not related
2/4 Remove fear and paralysis against action/change Electricity and heat throughout the body, headache from pressure in head, toes moving Impressed by experience Not related
2/5 Same Cold inside, fear activated Became able to observe fear neutrallly, No fear between healing 2-3. Clear impact
2/6 Same Electricity and heat, pounding heart (but not fear), pressure in head Same as above Same
3/7/R Remove inner child's sorrow and longing for a loving famil Energy activity around the body, stitch in right knee Felt forgiveness towards parents, received the power to accept Clear impact
3/8/R Joy/ acceptance of success, less stubborn/ better articulation Energy activity in hands, loins, breast, arms, legs, head, disturbed by thoughts More awake after than before the healing Not related
3/9/R Improve self-esteem Quiet and even energy in my hands, layer of soft energy within my body. Left side paralyzed by fear. Right tense, stiff, problematic. Pain in right neck, right arm, leg and knee. Cold after healing. Close to ending "felt good enough and I know I am". Clear impact
4/10 Accepting/ containing embryo Physical pressure into marrow of bones. Strong energy at top of head. Pain left leg and along spine. None directly Not related
4/11 Healing of self-esteem and motherhood Sees triangle around head, pressure on bones in head, heat from the feet None directly Not related
4/12 General healing Vibration to the right of the head, heat from the feet, pressure in teeth/jaws Great opening of energy from right shoulder to right foot Goal was general healing
4/13 Ability to create form + legs linked to the body + remove excess water from body Itching all over the body, felt rage over hospital stay as a child Felt as if legs were physically pulled from each other at knees, hips pulled towards back of the spine Clear physical impact on legs
4/14 Ability to create form, make paintings freely Electricity throughout the body None directly Not related
4/15 Remove toxic condition in womb, energy passage through legs, free creativity Lightness and happyness, light almost physically touching left leg Both legs opened and were balanced as never before Clear physical impact on legs
5/16/R General healing Heat Better sleep, inflammation flows away from left throat Goal was general healing
5/17/R General healing Tickling in neck/shoulders, unrest in loins abdomen and left foot, some pain in right side of body None directly Goal was general healing
5/18/R General healing Stiches in several places, in the next days experiences was remenbered where right side (will) was too passive Conscioussness regarding use of the will Goal was general healing
5/19/R General healing + strong head next day Had felt sick all day and threw up at the time that the stomach was healed Was tired and went to bed after the healing Not related
6/20 Trusting partners Unusual sensation in the legs, energy sparks along left side, colours when eyes are closed Body more coherent Not related
6/21 Feeling sufficient, becoming able to leave things alone Lots of heat, when solar plexus was healed the body became a long line of flow, strong current between shoulders, gravity in chest. Became more easy with the world in weeks after the healing Not related
6/22 Focus on own needs Rush of energy from throat and up - like a sunray, passage in airways from nose to throat, very hot left side from cheek to hip Less tired than before the healing Not related
7/23 Healing of solar plexus Flow towards feet, feeling of cohesion, spiritual and opening feeling Body more coherent, fluent and whole Not related
7/24 Remove barrier betheen heart and stomach areas Heat at right ear, energy in solar plexus, cold along back None directly None
8/25/R Access to higher energy resources Colour explosions, sounds of bells, a washing wave None directly None
9/26/R Quit smoking Pulling sensation in abdomen, dreamt of hebrew characters Half a day without smoking Some impact
10/27 Reduce stress Felt as fresh air through the body None directly None
11/28/R Remove fibroid tumors and hormonal changes Heat throughout the body, prodding at abdomen liver and spleen, tightening in uterus, needle prick at spleen, pressure in head, generally floaty Very tired and hungry, breast felt softer next day, stomach less hard with fibroids Some impact
11/29/R Remove growth / tumor problems Mild tingling at top of head, slowing of heart rate, shoulder pain/tension melts down the arms and out, pain at hip, lots of sleep Fibroid tumors seem smaller, stomach still softer, fybrocystic breast pain gone, release from stress Clear impact
11/30/R Remove growth / cardiovascular problems Lack of decription Felt great, lots of energy to work out Some impact
12/31/R A new home and better economic situation Saw lots of symbols, but felt little energy, difficult to concentrate without the healer in the room None directly None
13/32/R Remove injuries in left hip joint and lumbar 4-5 of spine Drain of energy, gag reflex and something leaving the throat, unusual pain in the heart None directly None
13/33/R Remove injuries in left hip joint and lumbar 4-5 of spine Description missing Description missing Description missing
14/34 Calmness, transforming anger Pulsation all over, shifting rhythm of heartbeat and breathing, image of white angel interpreted as the child she is expecting None directly None
15/35 General healing Same as when receiving reiki, saw various images None directly None
16/36/R Consciousness regarding anger Cold throughout the body, strong energy in head and jaws, sorrow emerging, pain in old wounds Calmer after the healing, realized the need to be more firm towards others Clear impact
16/37 Consciousness regarding anger + healing inner child Pressure around the head, sensed flow of energy, heat in right arm and leg, image of little girl alone in concentration camp Image from possible carmic experienc Some impact
17/38 Less stress + more sleep Noticed the healer opening the various parts of the system, the body made the same movements as the healer's body, very cold at some point Sleeps better None
17/39 Other occupations than work Eyes rotating and ears humming, energy movements throughout the body, mostly like a mental cleansing Very calm and clear after the healing, feels less stressed Some impact
17/40 Less stress Feeling of gravity not sensed since he was a child, some disturbing thoughts Body energized after the healing, sleeps better, less stressed, has begun to make drawings again Clear impact
18/41 To use the combined body not only the head Strong magnetism, heat from heart to knees, changing temperature, face being physically squeezed, head moving, sound in right ear, pain in knee None directly None
18/42 Less stress concerning study Energy tickling, first from below and upwards, then pouring from the heart, heat at sides of the head None directly None
19/43/R Remove throat problems + acid rising from the stomach Saw energy like small mosaic pieces, currents through the body, temperature changes, felt the end of healing Block loosened at the side of the neck Some impact
20/44/R Remove severe pain in back of the head Warm legs before the healing, warm hands during the healing, saw white dowe loosening blocks in painful area Slept better the following night than since several years, pain remains Some impact
20/45/R Remove severe pain in back of the head No energy felt during the healing Severe pain None or negative
21/46 Remove "homework phobia" + allergies Slept a few times, something happened in the body None directly None
21/47 Remove "homework phobia" + allergies State of consciousness changing constantly. Heat waves through the body. None directly None
22/48 Concentration, one-pointedness Body heavy and relaxed, pressure in the head, three chills of cold, saw red and pink colours None directly None

 

All 48 healings - including the healer's qabalistic observations

1) 021103-2000 (#1/Toronto/1): Goal: " To revoke a bad luck (spell/ misfortune/ hardship - whatever it is) from the familiy name, so my sister (she is in different country) will get healed spiritually and physically and her life will improve and get better. Give me enough power to heal my sister and myself to provide good life for my family" Observation: Difficulties energizing Chesed and before that Vau-(Chokmah-Aleph), and after that Kaph, reflecting the denial of perfected manifestation. Malkuth, the earthly condition was held back. On the contrary Binah was almost explosive, surprisingly also Netzach. Lamed, carmic learning through cause and effect, was blocked and opened. Tzaddi, stardom, creativity, was opened with some effort. Hod, capabilities of healing magic, was a bit difficult, but was opened through Michael the archangel. Experience: During the session I was in my room, on the bed, trying to relax and not to think about anything in particular. In the beginninng I didn't feel anything but after a while I kind of felt 2 or 3 times something, hard to describe, something sudden, like wave, something different, a little bit invasive. In one moment I had a feeling like having some hand on my head but it could be my imagination. Gradually, I started to think about my sister but it wasn't logical thinking - rather pictures, parts of memories, also had some pictures of my other family members. I tried, maybe intentionally, imagine my sister getting better, empower her, fix her mind and body. After half an hour or so I started to feel more relaxed, quiet inside and this feeling I had to the end of the session.

2) 091103-1630 (#1/Toronto/2): Goal of healing sister. Observation: Started by relaxing the breath. A little resistance @ auphanim. Cheth. El/Tzadqiel/Chasmalim!! Kaph. Explosive manifestation of Rahael! (Healing ability!). Haniel a bit difficult and then powerful. Tzaddi. Qoph. Gabriel & kerubim also powerful. Adonai Malekh difficult in left side & earth. Experience: " in the beginning, just like the last time, didn't feel to much, then had impression of "something" in the left part of my body. Felt like more aware of left part then right part. It was like more heavy. Then this feeling went away. Had some feeling of blocks/obstacles inside me. Maybe 2 times had stronger feeling of some "wave", like sudden push. Gradually I become like half-asleep, with all kinds of not related pictures in my head, fragments of memories. I also got a little bit headache. After about 50 min I got up and felt like after sleeping."

3) 301103-1930 (#1/Toronto/3) Goal: "To find my true calling, my real purpose. And if I can find it and make it happened maybe I can not only help my sister but realize my "selfish" desire of traveling around the world." Observation: Hit only two blocks in todays healing that required extra work: The path Ayin (accepting all there is), and the root chakra Malkuth in general. Focused on ethical triangle (soul/purpose). Experience: " since 2nd session I started to meditate and I feel like it may have some positive effect on my sister - this was my main purpouse of this experiment. The fact that I started to do it and believe in it - is the most importand change that I can report to you. Todays session - I half slept having all kinds of different, dream like pictures coming and going. I guess it's hard to tell about any particular feeling. The nature of my desired result this time was very general and the effects , if any, will unfold with the time. I hope my desire can materialize one day."

4) 111103-2130 (#2/Cph/1): Goal of removing fear, paralysis against action and change. Observation: In general little energy in the Supreme Triangle (spirit), some resistance removed in the heart (Tiphareth) and the root (Malkuth). Significant openness in Chesed (luck) and block in Geburah (action, work, movement). Experience: Electricity and heat throughout the body, headache from energy pressure in the head, pressure in the heart until it was opened, warm hands, movement of toes.

5) 021203-2000 (#2/Cph/2) Goal: Remove fear. Observation: 3-4-6-7 very open and powerful. 8-9 very calm. 10 rather blocked. Experience: Very different from 1st healing: Cold inside the body but not outside, significant feeling of physical fear was active during the entire healing but she was ­ quite unusual - able to observe it from a calm position. Worst when 10 and 8 was healed, lowest when healer was positioned behind the head. Follow-up immediately after the healing because she still felt fear at the end of the healing: Invoked fear and told it to leave or be exterminated. Invoked Cerberus as the protector of the healee. During this healing she became immediately calm. After it still a bit of fear at the throat. Asked for a third healing soon.

6) 161203-2130 (#2/Cph/3) Goal: Removing fear (not experienced since last healing!) and getting loose of brain block at stress. Observation: In general open, more than in first two healings. Lot of energy present. Some fear flew out of 9Yesod. 10Malkuth still a problem, evoked very strong energy currents through Adonai Malekh and Sandalphon to remove fear. Experience: Electricity and heat. Pounding heart for a while (but not fear). Pressure in head that felt much larger than the body. Felt a great barrier across the heart (but not fear). Short stitch at 8Hod. Evalutation of three healings: Exciting. Becomes able to observe her body and feelings from outside. Very relaxed. Strange that the energy is there. Price suggestion: 300-350 kr/1hour healing.

7) 041103-2045 (#3/Lyngby/1): Goal: "I (my inner child) would like healing of sorrow and longing after a safe, loving and caring family" Observation: Opened tense resistance/anger in Geburah/higherwill. Cleansed out disppointment in Tiphareth/heart/love, emotional tension at Peh/solarplex (Netzach-Hod), significant disturbance in Yesod//hara/home/nurturing, some longing in Malkuth. If lack of family has been experienced it may be distant father, invisible mother. " Experience: During the healing I felt as if I should assure my inner child that she is loved and accepted. And that it was due to circumstances that she got her negative feelings. That her surroundings did the bestthey could, and that thay were forgiven ­ which I actually felt very deeply that they did. After this I felt that the stubborn, shy and uncertian child in me received healing and comfort. At some time of the healing I had a stitching sensation at my right knee, and I felt it had to do with the power to act, that I really have this capacity now. After the healing I felt great energy activity around me, especially when lying in my bed. The description of my root chakla/its longing makes me reexperience sorrow concerning my relationship with my mother."

8) 041203-2000 (#3/Lyngby/2) Goals: To obtain joy, allow herself to be sucessful, less stubborn, better articulation. Observation: Easy opening of 5-6-7-9-10 (10 after willful effort). 8Hod very hard to open (less flexible operation). Some difficulty with Zain, Vau-4-Kaph (block in luck!), Samekh-Peh (general integrity/SP), Qoph-Shin (grounding, earthly will/instincts). Experience: "During the entire healing I felt energy activity. First in my hands and loins, then running in a spiral towards my breast. I sensed a light and happy energy joining, which was resisted by older stobborn structures to avoid the change. At the end of the healing I felt energy in arms, legs and head. More awake after the healing than before. For some reason I was more disturbed by thoughts than normally in healings."

9) 141203-1400 (#3/Lyngby/3) Goal: Improve self-esteem. Observation: Difficult to raise energy for the healing in general. No particular blocks. Emphasized the opening of 6-10 for self-esteem. Experience: During the entire healing I felt a quiet and even energy in my hands, and I felt a layer of soft energy being within my body. At the beginning of the healing I cried from the sorrow of not being "good enough". Left side felt apathic / paralyzed by fear. Right side was tense, stiff, problematic. Pain in right neck, later in right arm, and finally in right leg and knee. Close to ending I "felt good enough and I know I am". Cold after the healing. Awake and well, sensing that it's a beginning. The healings have helped me to let go, provided me the courage to go on, and have given me the feeling of being OK."

10) 101103-2130 (#4/Cph/1): Goal of containing/accepting embryo/child. Observation: Opening of Geburah but not 100 percent. Yesod was damanged and reconstructed. Malkuth a bit difficult. Experience: Energy had strong physical impacts, into the marrow of the bones. Strong energy @ top of head. Pain in left leg and along the spine during healing. Pain at the back of the heart (usually felt when at stress). No direct pain after the healing.

11) 041203-2130 (#4/Cph/2) Goals: Value, respect, motherhood. Experience: Sees triangle around head, pressure on bones in head, becomes unclear from below Tiphareth through Yesod, heat coming up from feet when at Malkuth, no pain this time. Observation: Cleared blocked 3Binah, foggy 6Tiphareth, slow 9Yesod, broke through 10Malkuth. 4Chesed & 7Netzach very open. Problems opening Lamed/Maat (Karma)!

12) 091203-2130 (#4/Cph/3) Goal: General. Observation: Difficulties w (5Geburah), Mem, 8, Resh. Experience: Vibration at 3Binah at light passage. Feet became hot with light already at 1Kether, last time it was at 10Malkuth. Pressure in teeth and inner jaws until healing reached 7-8. Hands/feet became hot already at 2-3, more in left than right until 5 when right became equally hot. Believes that she feels the meridians. Great opening of energy at 5Geburah all the way from right shoulder to right foot, hearing disappeared for a short moment, saw also a short glimpse of light. No pain in left side as in previous healing.

13) 281103-2130 (#4/Cph/4) Goal: Ability to create form; legs linked to rest of body; excess water out of body. Observation: 3Binah surprisingly open, concluded that form problem was in the lower body (Tau-Malkuth). 8Hod difficult but was worked all the way open. Resh slow. 8Yesod far better than previously, requested that Gabriel would regulate water in body. 22Tau hard, probably form problem, but very strong mobilization of energy. Used all possible force to energize 10Malkuth for the goal of connecting the legs. Experience: No pressure in head this time, jaw relaxed. Strong itching all over the body, gets an image of red and swollen body, thinks of very early rage of being tied to hospital restrants as newborn child. At 5Geburah right side feels extended and stretched. Violent physical reaction from 9Yesod through 10Malkuth as if legs are physically pulled from each other at the knees, hips pulled towards the back of the spine. Finally some pain between shoulder blades as lower back is pulled outwards.

14) 020104-2000 (#4/Cph/5) Goal: Ability tocreate form, make paintings freely. Observation: 5Geburah a bit difficult. Low energy in 7Netzach and 8Hod, but opened. 10Malkuth far better than i previous healing. Experience: No physical pressure or pain as in previous healings, instead electricity throughout the body. Was not conscious from 6Tiphareth and the rest of the healing.

15) 150204-2130 (#4/Cph/6) Goal: Removing toxic condition in womb, energy passage through both legs, being able to create without planning. Observation: Very open. A bit resistance in paths going down from 6Tiphareth and in Peh. Right side has opened now, though Resh and Shin still provides some resistance. Experience: Enjoyable, lightness and happyness. Light at beginning felt almost as physical touch on left leg. Strong sense of energy whirl at 3Binah. Some sorrow touched almost physically at 6Tiphareth (heart). Left leg was opened at 7Netzach, right leg at 8Hod, then both were opened and balanced as never before.

16) 1810203 (#5/Slagelse/1): Goal: General healing. Observation: Resistance to light in the head (2-3) and in lower spine (9). Malkuth (10) "invisible", seen as loss of earthly mother. Block in left leg (Qoph). Hara (9) lacked energy. Solar plexus (7-8) sharpened (especially Michael, 8). Heart (6) very open. Dramatic resolutionin throat (4-5), especially Khamael (5), Teth/Lust visualized strongly as link. Pineal (2-3) and crown (1) opened at very high frequency. Right side is generally more blocked than left. Experience, heat, better sleep, inflammation flows from left throat.

17) 091203-2000 (#5/Slagelse/2) Goal: General cleansing. Observation: Light difficult into shoulders/heart (smoking lungs?). Some trouble with 2Chokmah. Right side problems, 5Geburah clothed in fog and 8Hod very difficult. Solar Plexus (Samekh and Peh) a bit blocked. Experience: Tickling in neck/shoulders, unrest in loins abdomen and left foot, some pain in right side of body

18) 281203-2000 (#5/Slagelse/3) Goal: General cleansing. Observation: Concentrated on 8hod which was difficult last time and activated strong Michael energies. 4chesed and 6tiphareth very open. Should also have opened 2chokmah more which was difficult. Experience: Stitches in several places, but less dramatic than previously. Following days previous experiences came up in memory where right side was passive.

19) 060104-2130 (#5/Slagelse/4) Goal: General cleansing plus strong head for the next day, Observation: Extremely powerful healing as if laser beams were shooting though the paths. A bit delay at paths from Pillar of Severety into the Midddle Pillar ­ Zain, Lamed, Resh. Experience: Had felt sick the whole day and threw up about the time that Yesod (stomach) was healed very intensively. Was tired and went to bed immediately after the healing. Will call back in a few days.

20) 101103-2000 (#6/Cph/1): Goal: Trusting partners. Observation: Opening of Binah but not 100 percent. Opening of Chesed-Yod!-Kaph. Malkuth. Experience: Unusual sensation in the legs. Energy sparks along the left side of the body. Coloured panorama and later darkness before closed eyes. Felt good.

21) 161203-2000 (#6/Cph/2) Goal: Feeling sufficient, become able to leave things alone instead of handling everything. Observation: Kaph somehow blocked, Ayin a bit. Astral triangle (7-9) very open compared to Spiritual (1-3) and Ethical (4-6). Experience: The body becoming a long line of flow suddenly when working at 27Peh. Strong current in Teth. Gravity in Chest area. Lot of heat through the body.

22) 080103-2130 (#6/Cph/3) Goal: Focus more on own needs. Observation: Mem quite blocked, and Nun to some extent. Otherwise relatively open and balanced. Experience: Has been more easy with the world since last healing. Rush of energy from throat and up, like a sunray. Passage in airways from nose to throat. Very hot in left side from cheek to hip. Less tired after the healing than before. Effect of three healings: All goals were met. Cohesion of body. Mildness.

23) 141203-1700 (#7/Cph/1) Goal: General focus on solar plexus. Observation: Angelic power enthusiastically recognized that he has worked with pentagram rituals before. Very open 8Hod and very deep experience of 3Binah. Hard to open 6Tiphareth-Samekh and almost also 2Chokmah. Some time to open 5Geburah/Mem, 7Netzach-Peh and 19Malkuth. Experience: The body feels more coherent, fluent and whole after the healing. Same holistic feeling throughout the healing. Image of the three pillars at the beginning. Flow towards the feet at the beginning as in other effective healings he has had. Energy felt very spirtual and opening. Felt paths being opened and experienced them as links between man and God.

24) 240104-2000 (#7/Cph/1) Goal: Remove barrier between Tiphareth and Yesod. Experience: In the beginning heat at the head at right ear. Sensed divine angelic energy. Energy in Solar Plexus when working at the heart. Cold along the back within the body. Observation: In general a lot of energy present. Very strong healing at Netzach, at Malkuth, and to some extent at Tiphareth. Qoph the only path with significant block. Put a lot of effort into healing all paths around Solar Plexus.

25) 111103-2000 (#8/Kolding/1): Goal of meeting higher energetic resources that are felt near by, related to Hierophant work of life. Experience: Colour explosions, sound of bells in kether, fire, a washing wave, above and including tiphareth ­ then "sleep" until the end of the healing. Analysis: In general extremely open. Emphasis of Binah/Geburah and blocked Chokmah/Chesed (Hierophant is the link). Malkuth difficult, light blocked before it on Tau (testicles).

26) 301103-1800 (#9/Arizona/1) "To quit smoking", sent image from teens. Observation: Blocks @ El/Kaph. Removed smoking-elemental in Tiphareth (lack of love?)+Yesod (needs). Experience: Awoke about 9am (I'm a night person), made coffee and went into my meditation room just prior to 10:00am. Lay quietly in meditation, not struggling with picking up anything in particular but opening myself to any experience. About 10:30am, dozed off and began to dream while simultaneously feeling a pulling sensation at my abdomen. In the dream, I was in a room made entirely of white tiles that had Hebrew characters on them. While looking around the room, two eyes winked open on one of the walls and one of the eyeballs pushed through the wall to float in space before me. In the dream, I had the impression that there were 64 tiles in all though that did not seem to make sense upon awakening. Awoke about 11:30am and went about half the day without smoking until nicotein urges overwhelmed me in familiar fashion.

27) 091103-1000 (#10/Cph/1): Goal of reducing stress. Observation: Binah (form of the world) and Netzach (balance/reciprocalism) most difficult. Sensed energy clearly, as if fresh air went through her system. Suggested that the beginning of the healing is marked more clearly. Sitting is a good option (less intimacy).

28) 301103-2100 (#11/Alaska/1) "I have fibroid tumors, which caused hormonal changes, cessation of my periods, obesity that is unyielding to diet, hair in unwanted places, high blood pressure and rapid heart rate episodes. I wish to be healed of those things. I am athletic, (normally) and was working out 3 hours per day trying to stop the encroaching weight gain, until it won and I lost." Observartion: Strong emotional tensions @ start, soul permitted the healing. Observed severe block in Resh (sun, growth disorder) and Shin (change and be changed by the world). Also in Mem (trust in will, limitation of knowing) and Nun (will to life and death/change). Experience: "I fell asleep after the hour was up, and just woke up, (hence the delay in my writing). The main things that stand out to me now are that I felt hot right at the start, (it is snowing outside, and I had the window open, so it wasn't from that), then nervous, then calm and meditative. I felt prodding around my abdomen, liver, and spleen, with a lot of tightening in my uterus, and with a needle prick kind of feeling at my spleen. I felt some intense pressure in my head later. Other than that, I felt floaty, with lots of visuals (my etheric body swimming, and such). I slept for about an hour, peed like mad, and then ate a sandwich, since I felt really hungry." + "The first change I noticed this morning is that my breasts feel softer, (the fibroids lead to fibrocystic breasts, and they were harder than I liked, and painful a lot).They feel softer and more normal. Yesterday I could have slept all day, I do feel drained, from the healing process, and I am ' going with that" as the saying goes. Besides the fibrocystic breast problem diminishing, my belly seems less hard, (with fibroids) and I am hoping that they are reducing in size, though it will take time to tell.

29) 040104-2000 (#11/Alaska/2) Goal: Removing growth problem including tumors. Observation: In general open, but right side more open than left, especially 3Binah, 5Geburah (when it opened), and 8Hod (when it opened, eventually). Peh was difficult but opened. Resh, the big (growth!) problem, a huge amount of dark matter was propelled out of the path which seemed a lot cleaner afterwards. Shin, also a problem, was opened with great force, Michael seen riding in silvery armour on a horse when the energy finally broke through. Maybe 9Yesod could need more opening. Experience:"Mild tingling at the top of my head this time, (no heat). My partner brought home a bug from work and I woke up with a stiff neck this morning, but it seemed to gradually evaporate. My heart started beating more slowly. Pain and tension in my shoulders is melting down my arms and out my fingertips.My fibroids continue to pain me, but they seem smaller. MY heart/ BP/ cholesterol levels are my most pressing concerns now, because my weight loss has not yet manifested. My stomach is still softer than it was, and my fibrocystic breast pain is gone. Sense of release from stress, peace, calm relaxation. Heart, felt focus on it. Lungs. My normal meditation breathing is: in for 6 beats, hold for 3 beats, out for 6 beats, hold for 6 beats. During the meditation, I felt inclined to increase my hold time to 6 beats. I found that was very relaxing and comfortable. My lungs really seemed to open up today and my breathing felt released. I enjoyed this part very much. After that I had visions of blood and blood cells, floating through my mind. I stretched like a baby at the end of the ritual and it really felt good. My right hip hurt a little at the very end. (..) Yes, there is a lot going on. For some reason, after both treatments, I have had a lot of very cleansing trips to the rest room, and then slept a lot, ( I slept all night last night, then went back to bed and slept until 1 pm today). Good thing I have the time off. LOL The extreme drains suggest to me, that the treatment is releasing lots of trapped energy in my solar plexus, which you said was a focus."

30) 150204-2000 (#11/Alaska/3) Goal: Removing growth problems and cardiovascular problems. Observation: Very open, but blocks at Beth, little energy at 4chesed and 5geburah. Still some resistance in Resh which was removed and a bit at Shin. Experience: I feel great today. I have been working out more, on two fronts, with the Chuck Norris exercise machine and Bikram Yoga. I am feeling very good. However, I believe the energetics precedes the healing on other fronts, so I sure appreciate the help you have given me. I will write again in a few days and let you know how things resolve themselves regarding my heart issues. However, things are really looking good for me.

31) 071203-1930 (#12/Ringsted/1): Goal: Moving and improving economy. Observation: Frozen Tzaphkiel in Binah. Kaph opened slowly. Geburah over-charged with energy that was set into free movement. Tiphareth/heart opened with great force. Malkuth/root was a negative "black hole" that absorbed a lot of energy, eventually moved powerfully through thick clouds of sorrow into the fertile Kingdom of life/death. Experience: Saw lots of symbols, numbers, crosses, laser beams etc. It felt difficult to concentrate when the healer was not in the room. Not very much energy pressent.

32) 011103-1930 (#13/Alaska/1): Goal: " I would like the powers that invoked my injuries to kindly repeal them. My left hip joint and lumbar 4 and 5 of the spine. Observation: The area around the left of your head seems to have been ignored, and it took a while to get it energized. Your right shoulder is very open with a very high level of energi. The path between the heart (sun) and mercurian reasoning was rather blocked. It has to do with being stuck by seeing evil only in conventional ways: Opening the path between your venusian left hip and the life center in your belly (hara chakra) was a hard job, probably mirroring your hip problems. Root chakra needed some regeneration, could be the dynamic behind the tension in lower spine: Experience: Energy drain at the beginning of the healing, decided to lie down. A vision of a gag reflex where something left your throat. Pain in the heart which is not a normal experience.

33) 071203-2100 (#13/Alaska/2) Goal: Same problems w left hip joint, lumbar 4-5 of spine and broken left leg. Observation: Upper and lower paths blocked, middle paths very open. Kether-Chokmah-Binah+Cheth opened only slowly, had to return to Kether again. Kaph a bit blocked. Most work with hard breakthrough in Yesod and almost as strong in Qoph-Shin-Malkuth. Experience: No special description.

34) 111203-1945 (#14/Cph/1) Goal: Calmness, balance, transforming anger. Observation: In general very open, right side less. Blocks in 3Binah (necessity) and Mem (reconciling will and tactics) Experience: Pulsation all over. Shifting rhythm of heartbeat and breathing. Image of a white angel, interpreted as the child with which she is pregnant.

35) 111203-2100 (#15/Cph/1) Goal: Healing in general. Observation: Blocks in 2Chokmah. Dust clouds (sorrow?) in 6Tiphareth and 7Netzach, strong block removed in Nun between them (chameleon change of personality many times in life). Experience: In general same experience as when receiving reiki healing. Consciousness in space not in the body. Various images that could not be remembered, except for Santa Claus. Dizzy in the beginning at 2Chokmah equal to experience at therapy session about difficult subject.

36) 141203-1530 (#16/Cph/1) Goal: Distance to emotional outbursts of anger etc. Observation: Energy system very open for light and energy, powers emerge quickly. Blocks in general along right side (5Geburah)-Lamed, 27Peh-6Hod-30Resh. Experience: Cold, throughout (common for her in healings). Strong energy in head, jaws. Felt energy clearly around the body. Felt strong sorrow at some point. Deep breaths once in a while. Felt working / pain of energy in old physical wounds. Realized during the healing the need for more firm attitude towards others. In general calmer than before the healing and deeper breath. Some tension still remains in breast area and arms.

37) 220204-1900 (#16/Cph/2): Goal: Distance to anger outbursts. Healing of inner child. Observation: Same structure as in first healing, only 5&8 were easier to open. Peh still heavy work. 6&7 very open. Little girl in schoolyard appeared at 10, was embraced in love and light. Experience: Pressure around the head. Not cold this time, only sensed flow of energy. Strong heat in right arm and right leg. Image of little girl in concentration camp, alone and speechless, at 6Tiphareth.

38) 080104-2000 (#17/Cph/1): Goal: Handling stress, more sleep. Observation: 1Kether, 8Hod and 9Yesod very open. 6Tiphareth very cloosed, and to some extent 2Chokmah, 5Geburah and 10Malkuth. Experience: That the healer was opening and handling the systems. Noticed that he made the same movements as the healer. Very cold at some point and movements in the stomach. Shivering at light filling at start.

39) 180204-2000 (#17/Cph/2); Goal: Keeping work at a distance, getting other occupations. Observation: Very powerful energy, especially at the beginning. 3Binah and 9Yesod opened slowly, the rest was easy and the healing lasted only 45 minutes. Experience: Eyes rotating and ears humming intensively at the beginning, energy movements thoughout the body and not only at the places worked upon. Less energy than in previous healing, more like a mental cleansing. Very calm and clear at the end of the healing. Breathing slowed down a lot.

40) 100304-2000 (#17/Cph/3): Goal: Reducing stress. Observation: 2Chokmah a bit closed and 3Binah quite open. 5Geburah very powerful, and some blocking in 4Chesed-21Kaph-7Netzach. 6Tiphareth and 10Malkuth opened ok after commanding them. Experience: Disturbing thoughts (maybe because light was put through the body very fast in the beginning?). The body was energized after the healing. Had a strange feeling of gravity that he had not sensed since he was a child. General evaluation: He feels that the three healings have met the goal of reducing stress. He sleeps better. And he has begun to make drawings again.

41) 211203-2100 (#18/Cph/1) Goal: Using the entire body not only the head where energy concentrates when studying. Observation: 2Chokmah, 3Binah and 9Yesod very open. Some obstacles on the paths Kaph, Ayin and Shin. Experience: Strong magentism and some heat from heart to knees at beginning. In general changing temperature, hands cold, loins hot. Face experienced as being squeezed at beginning of healing. Head moving by itself throughout the healing. Pain in teeth. At Kaph loud sound in right ear which soon disappeared. Pain in knee at left hip. In general effects in right side when left was healed.

42) 180204-1830 (#18/Cph/2) Goal: Less stress during exams and conflict with university. Observation: Problems with Samekh, 5Geburah opened slowly. 6Tiphareth and 7Netzach very open. Experience: Energy tickling at final part of the healing, first from below and upwards, then pouring from the heart throughout the body. Heat at sides of the head at beginning of the healing.

43) 040104-2130 (#19/Slagelse/1) Goal: Relieving throat problems, acid rising from the stomach. Observation: The middle pillar - 1Kether, 6Tiphareth, 9Yesod and 10Malkuth very open, except for small block in upper chest when light was passed through Gimel. Throat problems was sensed by the healer at 4Chesed, also some pain sensed, and it was opened with great force. Heh difficult and opposite Zain very open. Resh extremely open. Experience: "I saw quite a lot on my inner screen and also felt what was happening. First, I felt hollow and energy exhausted and that energy was supplied to go on. The energy looked like small mosaic pieces in luminous colours, mostly a shining colour resempling sunlight. After some time I felt something happening on tthe side of my neck which was surprising because I have problems at the front. I felt various currents through the body, also changes of temperature e.g. became cold on the back of my upper arms and over the shoulders. I think I felt the end of the healing because I suddenly went back to normal consciousness in physical space".

44) 180204-2130 (#20/Bergen/1): Goal: Removing severe pain in the back of the head Observation: Focused on Gimel passing through the neck, plus 2Chokmah-Daleth-3Binah at the level of the head. Removed block in 3Binah which felt as if connected with the problem, and a phycial block in Gimel. Experience: Before the healing I felt relaxed and warm in my legs. During the healing my hands became warm in a comfortable way. I also felt more enthusiastic and happy. I saw a white dowe loosening stuff from the painful area. The pain has not gone but I have slept better this night than since as long as I remenber. I didn't wake up from the pain, and I haven't felt sick from the pain".

45) 100304-2130 (#20/Bergen/2): Goal: Relieving neck pain. Observation: 8Hod very open. Some blocking in 4Chesed, and in 7Netzach-Qoph-Tzaddi-9Yesod. Focused on block in 13Gimel that passes through the neck ­ a black raven of Odin emerged, the archangel Michael manifested with what resembled a laser beam that burned the block away, an energy being was felt as if leaving the shoulder area. Experience: "I didn't feel anything during the healing, and today I have a very bad day. The pain is intenst and I throw up. I get this type of pain 1-3 times in the month. Sometimes it lasts for two weeks. It hurts intensely in the neck. I can't bear a sound, and daylight disturbs me."

46) 220204-1130 (#21/Rodovre/1): Goal: get rid of "homework phobia" and various allergies. Observation: Blocks in 1-Gimel-6, in Kaph, and in 8-Resh-Shin. 7&9 very open. Experience: Slept a few times during the healing, thoughts drifting. Something happened in the body, noticed especially at the beginning. Disagree about block in 6-purpose, and about block in Gimel-instant knowledge, as he is very productive at the moment with something very important to him.

47) 140304-1300 (#21/Rodovre/2): Goal: get rid of homework-phobia and various allergies. Observation: 6Tiphareth and 9Yesod opened slowly. Shin not so easy. Experience: State of consciousness changing constantly. Heat waves through the body.

48) 070304-1400 (#22/Cph/1): Goal: Concentration, one-pointedness, not being disturbed by other issues. Observation: 3Binah very open. 19Teth very difficult. Ayin a bit blocked also. 7Netzach opened reluctantly. Experience: The body became heavy and relaxed. Sensed pressure in the head @ 2Chokmah and 3Binah. Three chills of cold on the last part, from Peh and below. Saw red and pink colours that became white in the lower parts of the session.

 

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